Exams Are Coming… And I’m Not Ready

 You know that feeling when exams are right around the corner, and you’re supposed to be in full study mode, but instead, you’re just… existing? Yeah, that’s me right now. The motivation? Nowhere to be found. The focus? Non-existent. The urge to procrastinate? Stronger than ever.

The Struggle Is Real

Every time I open my books, my brain just refuses to cooperate. Suddenly, everything else becomes ten times more interesting. Oh, look! A tiny speck of dust on my desk? Time to analyze its entire existence. The wall? Wow, what a fascinating piece of art. And don’t even get me started on how scrolling through random memes feels way more productive than actually studying.

The Five Stages of Studying (Or Trying To)

1. Denial – “Exams? Pfft. Still plenty of time.”

2. Panic – “Oh no, exams are in HOW MANY days?!”

3. Fake Productivity – Making colorful notes, buying new stationery, organizing my desk… but not actually studying.

4. Existential Crisis – “Why am I even studying? What is life? What is law?”

5. Desperate Cramming – Cue last-minute panic and the sudden realization that I should have started weeks ago.

Motivation? I Don’t Know Her

I’ve tried everything to get myself to study. Watching study vlogs? Didn’t work. Promising myself a treat after finishing a chapter? Ended up eating the snack before even starting. Telling myself that future me will thank me? Future me is already disappointed.

But Alas, Duty Calls

As much as I’d love to continue this rant, reality is knocking on my door. I have no choice but to go back to studying (or at least stare at my books and hope for knowledge to magically absorb into my brain).

Wish me luck—I need it. A lot of it. Sighs deeply and picks up the textbook… reluctantly.

Haru💁